She is a simple girl, who is from a small town, where everyone knows her name. She is a young lady living her best life in college. Going to classes, making the best grades possible, involved in student organizations, having the best friends in the world, and she doesn't even party and drink every weekend. She was raised the right and is girl that people thought was perfect. But in reality she's not. She has to face dealing with so much in life that it brings her down to her lowest. Some nights she cries because of the amount of stress she deals with such as college, her family, her social life, pretty much everything. She has to always lie to people saying that she's okay, but really she is struggling. She doesn't want people to know that she's not okay is because she doesn't want people to worry about her. She felt like at a young age that she had to figure it out by herself and not ask for help. She feels ashamed and embarrassed if she asked for help. She is not your typical kinda girl. She has to deal with living two different lives that drives her crazy. She has this "Miss. Perfect" life and her carefree/less worry life.
- The "Miss. Perfect" life that she lives is when she comes home every weekend and she has to maintain the reputation of her family. She has to deal with being in the spotlight so much. She has to be something that she's not and that's okay. She has to deal with people asking her about her personal life so that they can find something to talk about and turn it into something negative. It's like she has to have shoulder's back, speak proper, sit proper, dress appropriate "Miss Perfect". Don't get her wrong she loves being what she is, but there are somethings that she doesn't like to deal with/do. She has to deal with a lot of pressure to be this preppy "Miss. Perfect".
- Her carefree/less worry life is her happy place when she's away in college. She has her friends and she can do whatever she wants without anyone watching her and try to down her. Her friends bring her out of her comfort zone and she likes to try new things. She can be as silly as she wants to. She doesn't have to be preppy. Her friends know her limit and they always respect that. All the pressure of the world goes away for her when she is with her friends. But she has to deal with the stress of college outside of friends. Why? She is so worried about her future. Such as "Will she get a job before graduating college?, "Will she be financially stable before 25?", "Will she make her parents proud enough?", etc. That goes though her mind everyday. She prays to God to be able to make it in life to where she wants to be.
See her life is far more complicated than you think. It is still a struggle for her today. She doesn't know which way to live her life because both do have it's downfalls. She still keeps living that way, but one day she knows that she is going to have live the life she wants and do what is best for her. And not rely or let people tell her what she should do.
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